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No one finds you. Your life ends.
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This is a smoke detector.
It's a prosaic, emotionless electronic device.
But it can save your life if there's a fire.
In the instruction manual it says:
"This SMOKE DETECTOR will guard your LIFE and the
lives of your FAMILY -- replace the battery regularly."
A smoke detector is a symbol of
caring, and value for life.
But if you look closely at this
smoke detector, take off the
cover and shine a light into its
inner workings, you'll see that it
doesn't have a battery.
A smoke detector without a battery
is a symbol of apathy
and lack of value for human life.
This is me.
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You have found your way into a part of the web-site which I don't want many people to
see -- this is where I share some deeply personal stuff with you, stuff that I wouldn't
tell people in real life. This stuff may cause you to cringe and feel uncomortable --
you may wish to back out now instead of following these links. But these are parts of
me. Don't expect me to express any strong opinions in here -- apathy is the dominant part of my personality. I don't care about anything except my own happiness. Click here to read about my abnormal attitude to death. I'm a special person. That's supposed to be a good thing. I don't know why people think of specialness as a good thing -- if one is exceptional, peculiar, unusual, outstanding, then surely one loses a sense of belonging with society -- one feels like an outcast. That's not true in every case -- after all, everyone is special in their own way, but I'm special in a bad way. I have some attributes that most people would think of as 'wrong'. Click here to read about my feelings, or lack of feelings, about love. Now, something a bit less indsidious, but something I'm very reluctant to share notwithstanding -- click here to read my page about masturbation, if you want to hear about that side of me, which you probably DON'T. And click here to read a sexual fantasy that I wrote in early 1996. I don't usually write about that stuff, or even think about it, but this was the exception to the rule.
Warning: the above two pages are not suitable for children. There aren't any
pictures in them though.
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